urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cmsudannyboycmsudannyboycmsudannyboycmsudannyboy2004-12-09T01:17:07Zurn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cmsudannyboy:750BORING2004-12-09T01:15:39Z2004-12-09T01:17:07ZI made my appointment for orientation at Utah today. I can't believe that this is actually happening. If you had come back from the future for some reason and told me even 5 months ago that I would be moving to Salt Lake City, I would have never believed you. I really still don't think that it has hit me. I can't believe that I won't be seeing pretty much anyone that I know except Jessica for months on end. The next time I will be home will probably be Easter, if that. I still think that I'm making the right decision though. Besides my family, I really don't think that anyone else really cares that I'm leaving anyway. With exception of some of the NEW friends that I've made at college. (Sorry if you will and this offends you, but that is just the impression that I've got from everyone). That is kind of depressing, but I'm finally over that now. It just doesn't bother me anymore. I know that I've made some mistakes in my choosing of friends now. Most of them just turned out to be really selfish. I saw some of that in high school from some, but some of the people that I thought were some of my closest friends, showed a totally different side that I really never thought existed. But oh well, they are out of my life as far as I'm considered after I leave. Today Garrett and I got into a "fight" about the temperature of the room. At first I thought that it was just a play fight, but he was actually getting mad about it. I was going to lunch with some people, and they were in the room too. They were laughing, but I didn't think it was funny when Garrett started making it serious. Then, he said that he can't wait until I'm gone. I don't know if he was joking about that, but you know what, I DON'T CARE, IM THE ONE THAT DECIDED TO LEAVE HIM, SO OBVIOUSLY I FEEL THE SAME WAY! Also, there is this certain person who always talks to me online, that I really don't want to talk to, because all this person talks about is stupid music and movies that I've never seen! And when I say that I've never heard that song they always try to send it to me.....EVEN WHEN I SAY NOT TO! And then when I deny them this person calls me a bastard! This person also says phrases that are so stupid and they just make you really mad when you hear them say it. Such as "I lover it" or "Hi D" and then tells me to say them! NO! Its dumb! Jessica knows what I'm talking about.....<br /><br />Anyway, away from the complaining, today was a pretty boring day. I went to boring class, then came back to the boring room, then ate, and took a nap, then went to boring math, and started boring homework. I just can't wait for something new. Even if I did like it here, I would still already be tired of it, so I couldn't do it for 4 damn years!! So, its probably for the best. But, I am looking forward to coming home. My brother is coming home on the 13th, and I haven't seen him since Easter, so that will be good. He will be getting home like 3 days before me, so hopefully he won't have to leave before I do in Dec. I'm going to try and find something to do now though.urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:cmsudannyboy:476Weekend2004-12-07T19:43:23Z2004-12-07T19:44:58ZHawthorn HeightsEverything is going great here. For a change. This weekend was okay, I had planned on doing all my homework, but you know how that goes. Katie, Brooke, and Corie wanted me to go out on Friday with them, but I told them that I had a lot of homework to do and I couldn't. I think that Katie gets mad when I don't go out with her.....but this is the first time that I actually haven't gone. Back in my depression days in college *cough*, I would tell her that I didn't want to go out, and I would go out anyway with her. Of course I would end up getting drunk and having fun, but still, you know. Friday was the only night that I actually stuck with it. Anyway, back to the weekend....I was SUPPOSED to be doing my homework, BUT I ended up talking to Jessica on the phone all night and watching Scream 2. But I still had fun by myself. Jessica and I had some interesting and fun conversations, but we usually do, so........10 days left here!!! And it's really only like 2 if you take into account all the finals days and the weekend, lol. (Jessica will get it anyway...) Anyway, Saturday was fun too. It was just a very laxidasical day. Except for that curse-ed time at the library by myself. I HATE RESEARCHING! And not only did I have my research paper, but I had to do research for my speech on STL. I don't even know how to start that damn speech, and I have to go first tomorrow!:/ This week is just so hectic, but after this it's clear sailing to Salt Lake City....... Just to clarify...IM GOING TO SALT LAKE CITY, UTAH! Some of my close friends and family still didn't know where I was going. Curtis said that I was going to Arizona or New Mexico...Pommer thought that I was going to Colorado, then I told her again, and the next day she said that I was going to Denver!....and my aunt asked how I'm feeling about moving to Idaho! Jeez! It's not that hard of a city to remember. It's the Mormon Mecca, just remember it that way. <br /><br />This weekend I watched a lot of old time movies....not the black and white ones, the nineties ones. It was really good. Scream 2 made me want to see the rest (I had never seen Scream 3), so i watched that one next. Katie watched it with me. Then, we watched The Craft, and about 30 min. later we watched Sream 1. And on Sunday we watched Hocus Pocus.....I don't know why we watched so many dark movies, but they were goooooood. So, as you can see I didn't accomplish my aim to get all that homework done, but oh well. It always ends up finished in time in the end, so I'm not worried. BUT, I have to go to math, so bye!